Easy Feelings
Lose control
Grasp to Love
Lose control
Live so Peaceful
Be docile
Calm your eyes
Broken Chords
Lose Control
Lose Control
Lose Control
I won't Obey to Control!
And now I wait as I ever have waited for the turbulent waves from the sea of swindles and hornswoggles splashing my LightHouse windows... to find the tides back to the moon. May I rest my head on this transcendental bay.
Greetings Beings!
Feeling a surge of creative juice quench my thirst this morning...Especially mornings here at work. I decided that keeping an online journal will benefit my lack of communicating through my actual notebook.
Some of my favorite things I'll most likely find interest through here is writing stories, poems, songs and the subliminal messages that my intuition calls to my attention. To get started, I'd like to introduce myself...
I'm Tiffany Gonzalez and I come from a small town in Texas called Wylie. It's far from anything I would ever consider "heavenly" but it's definitely an interesting place nevertheless- or more so the individuals and families and clans and cults that have all provided such a chaotic twist to a rural setting. From there, I believe all my weirdness was rooted, a solid foundation of everything aberrant I have formed for myself. I began to stretch my branches of strangeness, with awkward leaves casting a shadow to places I roam thereof. So, not that it's a major step ahead of time, but I've made my triumphant pledge to never return to Wylie for a home. I now live in Plano, and have been for about 5 years. Here, I gave birth to a beautiful soul named Victoria Ruth, who just turned 5. She is my exclusive inspiration to life and love. 5 years just seems like a block of transformation now that I think about it. In that 5 year period, I also attended a local college. In 2012, I attended a metaphysics school and evaluated my purpose of even going to school. So, before graduating, I made the decision to stop my studies in a place I was so conformed to and started concentrating on my spiritual studies. 2013 marks the first year I'm not enrolled in school for the first time since I was 5 (funny huh? 5 just keeps popping up). But now I am happily replacing the time I would be aimlessly regurgitating information to replenishing my life as a parent.
Now, with life unfolding new plans, I am taking adventures with my creative will to learn. My passion since elementary school has been public speaking. In high school, I started acting on a more competitive level and now, as a 24 year old, I am still finding my passion to be a sanctuary for my sanity.
My father is from Mexico and I love embracing the Hispanic heritage. I've studied Spanish grammar since I was a kid, travelled all over Mexico, but still... my Spanish is not fluent as my heart would like to be.
I work at an electronic manufacturing facility as a buyer, and have been here for 4 years now. I'm content to my experiences here because I feel like I'm working with family... if my family originated from India. :)
I met the love of my life new years eve 2010. After only a few months of dating, we knew we were soul mates, and have been living together since. The beautiful part is that he was the man of dreams since I was in high school when I met him at a show he was playing. He has a profound influence on his peers, but not only that, he is the most sincere and genuine soul one could ever meet. Perhaps the most beautiful part of our relationship is the fascination of metaphysics and UFO activity we share.
This odd, and somewhat irrelevant collection of my past might help understand my attempt to make something clever here. I have no idea what lays ahead but I do assure you that it doesn't ever end in the Wacky Wacky World of T-REX!
Til Later!
Aishiteru Yo! Suki!
